A candid look into my thoughts...

So about a week has passed since i last blogged, and i have been doing a lot of thinking. A lot has happened in that short period of time, some good, some not so good....but all of them have taught me something in one way or another.

As of today, I about 14 weeks and 3 days into making sure my baby bean is continuing to develop. I am starting to show more and more each day. Well actually I'm not sure if I'm showing to most people, but my stomach is definitely getting harder and more round. It's very very interesting to say the least, being pregnant and watching your body change from day to day, and all the while not really feeling the evidence of their being a life inside of your body yet. The only way I know at the point that everything is continuing to progress, is the fact that everything that goes into my mouth...seems to deslove before it makes it to my stomach and I'm hungry very hungry soon after. I feel like the caterpillar in the children's book..The Hungry Caterpillar, lol.

I've been thinking a lot about the plight of women. We as women, we go through a lot. From the joys and woohs of pregnancy, the weight gain, feeling unattractive, stretch marks, and just the shear responsibilty of bringing a child into the world healthy and strong. All the while keeping a job, and trying to prove yourself to any and sometimes everyone.

I've been dealing with the baby's father and his family this past week....wow, can you say drama. If anyone can take a lesson from me...females...DON'T find yourself in a unplanned pregnancy unless you are fully aware of what you're getting into, and GUYS....please take responsibilty and do everything you can to make sure you are NOT the one creating children before clearly thinking it out and being fully aware of the magnitude of the responsibility.

One thing is for sure...father involved or not involved...I'm gonna love this baby with everything I have, I'm gonna try with the strength that comes only from God, to raise this child to love, respect, and value other people, and itself, but most importantly to LOVE God with it's whole heart. I'm gonna try and teach it all the things i've learned in this life. But most importantly I"m gonna love this baby unconditionally and be the best mom I can be.